When I went inside my room, I saw him standing by the full length body mirror at the corner talking to someone on his cellphone while he stared in the open window. As i approached the bed, I sat down and turned to face the wall, I was thinking on giving him a difficult time asking for forgiveness. I heard the phone click then and in a second he was beside me. I didn’t turn to face him, I could feel the tears building up inside me, he kissed me and he wrapped his arms around me; somehow all my anger slipped away and I turned to face him, he was looking at me with sad apologetic eyes. I put my arms around his neck and I hugged him—tight. I fought back the tears, I wanted to save them for later when I was alone but I could feel deep inside me that my heart was drowning in tears because he had to leave, for some reason he had to and  I knew it was forever.

I love my friends so much, they’re very special. We laugh at the most random things, stick out our tongues on each other, call each other names, go home together, watch movies together, consider each others feelings. Sometimes, since we’re a big group we tend to miss out the other one by accident, but still we’re friends. We dont ditch each other, we laugh at those unreasonable conniving girls who think they’re so good but really, they’re not.